Trying to be something I'm not

I'm not pretending
But more like changing my style
I used to be the
Childish type of girl
Fooling around
Just having fun
But nowadays..
I wished that I'm those pretty, model-looks girls
Those smoky eyes
Pretty lips
They're just oh-so-fabulous

I use my long hair extension hair to make me look more mature
I use fake eyelashes to make my eyes look more bigger
I wear dresses that I never think that I would even wear
I even want a make over!
Haircut
Facial
Manicure
Pedicure
Please oh please bring me there!
I dunno I can be so desperate to be mature
I even try changing my attitude
I really do hope I wouldn't end up dunno who I really am
But I won't stop till I can be just like 'her'

GOING FOR A HAIRCUT THIS SUNDAY!
Lalalalala

XOXO,
Nathalie