Cheers for me! Whehehehe..
Finally I manage to have my 51st post.
Kinda unexpected. =) Never thought I would be so loyal to my blog.
& yes, I've changed my layout -again-
There's something wrong with the previous one, so I had to change it...
I kinda love this layout, it's simple but nice in its own way.
After thinking long and hard...
I decided to go for "photographing"
For my further studies.
Though I really wanted to go for "film making" instead, not everyone supported me.
Most of them said that it's not a steady career and boys are always better in this kind of job.
So yea, kinda disappointed.
My parents advised me to go for "music"
That's also another choice but I kinda lost my passion for music.
I don't feel like I love it as much as I do before.
So maybe photographing is another road for me =)
Who knows I'll be the world famous photographer.
Muahahahaa.
Today, Nic and I plan on our "location" for our further studies.
Her mom wanted her to go for U.K
And she asked me to go along...
Well... I'll think bout it =)
Here comes the tears...
I have no idea why I'm feeling so moody now
Maybe it's because of the weather again
Or maybe there's something else bothering me...
I told myself I wouldn't fall for another relationship
No, not now. And certainly not any sooner in the future...
I had completely forgotten what's the feeling and meaning of being in-love
As crazy as it sounds, I really don't even feel like being as "friendly" as I am before
I felt that my personality has somehow changed into a more "emo" status
"I love you", the sentence that I forgotten how to say it with meaning.
"I miss you", the sentence that I actually feel blank after saying it.
I guess being single is what I have now.
Freedom...and of course a little bit of loneliness.
But that wouldn't hurt right?
Hahahaha..
BTW,
Someone's back in town.
And I wanted to say
"Mate, I've missed you. =). Welcome home. Enjoy while you can."
XOXO,
Nathalie
Finally I manage to have my 51st post.
Kinda unexpected. =) Never thought I would be so loyal to my blog.
& yes, I've changed my layout -again-
There's something wrong with the previous one, so I had to change it...
I kinda love this layout, it's simple but nice in its own way.
After thinking long and hard...
I decided to go for "photographing"
For my further studies.
Though I really wanted to go for "film making" instead, not everyone supported me.
Most of them said that it's not a steady career and boys are always better in this kind of job.
So yea, kinda disappointed.
My parents advised me to go for "music"
That's also another choice but I kinda lost my passion for music.
I don't feel like I love it as much as I do before.
So maybe photographing is another road for me =)
Who knows I'll be the world famous photographer.
Muahahahaa.
Today, Nic and I plan on our "location" for our further studies.
Her mom wanted her to go for U.K
And she asked me to go along...
Well... I'll think bout it =)
Here comes the tears...
I have no idea why I'm feeling so moody now
Maybe it's because of the weather again
Or maybe there's something else bothering me...
I told myself I wouldn't fall for another relationship
No, not now. And certainly not any sooner in the future...
I had completely forgotten what's the feeling and meaning of being in-love
As crazy as it sounds, I really don't even feel like being as "friendly" as I am before
I felt that my personality has somehow changed into a more "emo" status
"I love you", the sentence that I forgotten how to say it with meaning.
"I miss you", the sentence that I actually feel blank after saying it.
I guess being single is what I have now.
Freedom...and of course a little bit of loneliness.
But that wouldn't hurt right?
Hahahaha..
BTW,
Someone's back in town.
And I wanted to say
"Mate, I've missed you. =). Welcome home. Enjoy while you can."
XOXO,
Nathalie
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