Sunday, July 12, 2009

Yes.. I'm still ALIVE

Surprisingly I'm still ALIVE.
and no I don't deny that I've been really emo quite a long time
Lifeless and Numb is what I've felt
I woke up crying, and I go to bed crying myself to sleep
It's really been a very very hard time for me.
You've hurt me once,
you've hurt me twice, shame on me...
& I still stupidly feel for your April Fools joke, which is "I love you"

I'm feeling much better now...
Everyone thought I was strong, but what they dunno is behind that locked bedroom door,
I sink myself in my blanket and cried.
But like in the 2nd picture of this post,
I know I will smile again.
=)

Wish me luck.

XOXO,
Nathalie


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