Is it true?

"Love makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place."

I lie in bed at night and pray,
that you will think of me,
I cry until my eyelids close,
and dream - eternity.

I wake to sunlight on my face,
for a moment I forget.
Then a cloud passes by,
and I realize, this is it.

I carry on throughout the day,
feigning joy, and feeling pain.
I long to gaze upon your face,
and share a smile, an embrace.

The day is drawing to an end,
and still I think of you.
I try to relax, yet in my mind,
I wonder what to do.

So now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray the Lord, my soul will keep.
And should you chance to think of me,
know that I love you - eternally.

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I read Nicole's blog. It's kinda true on how the description said about us.

We are afraid. Afraid of falling in love. Mostly, afraid of falling out of love. We lose confident in ourselves. We tend to protect ourselves even though there's nothing happening to us. We're very anxious. The only way we can heal is to let time tell. To let time prove to us that the guys that loved us, really meant it.

Don't take this the wrong way. I still couldn't completely trust you. It's not your fault. It's just that what I've been through has totally changed how I take and think about the situation. I take things more seriously than ever. I don't fool around anymore.

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So am I invisible? Or have I always been nothing but just a stranger to all of you?

XOXO,
Nathalie