“Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live.”
Geez!
Please! For God sake's. Think about how I felt for once.
You guys would only nag or even gimme the "LOOK". I'm so frigging tired of it! I am so not going to be Ms.Whatever anymore. I care! I have feelings too you know? Even though I never have the courage to stand up for myself, doesn't mean I'm STUPID! You all are the reason I don't wanna go to church anymore! It's so tiring. Faking smiles in front of all of you yet crying in the car every Sunday! TIRED! TIRED OF ALL THE DRAMA.
Please. For once. Think about MY feelings. Repeat, MY! MY! Feelings! When you guys are lack of pianist, you'll automatically text or even CALL me! Stop using me please! I know I should serve God, but NOT in this kind of situation! I don't wanna go for meeting because I'm tired of you all. So what if I attend? Does it matter? I will be just at the end of the table keeping my mouth shut anyway. Yet you guys have to tell my mom that one of you is not happy with me not attending meeting. I don't care! I don't care if you're unhappy or whatsoever freaking shits! I DO NOT CARE! I'll let you all how I feel this time. To be left out most of the time. I'm quitting youth and church services at Methodist Church now. I am going to Skyline. But hey, I guess you guys won't care anyway right? Maybe you'll all just call again whenever you need a pianist or someone to help you with Youth Ministry. Well I'm sorry. I am never ever going to help.
Deb,
I'm sorry. I have been holding this in for months to come. I hope you wouldn't find this offend or something. This is not referring to you, you are still my best bud. Love you still aight.
Peeps! Stop living a life with selfishness. It's just CRAP! No one controls you, you are the judge for yourself.
Don't get me wrong. I am still serving God. Just in a different church. Love Him wholeheartedly.
XOXO,
Nathalie
Geez!
Please! For God sake's. Think about how I felt for once.
You guys would only nag or even gimme the "LOOK". I'm so frigging tired of it! I am so not going to be Ms.Whatever anymore. I care! I have feelings too you know? Even though I never have the courage to stand up for myself, doesn't mean I'm STUPID! You all are the reason I don't wanna go to church anymore! It's so tiring. Faking smiles in front of all of you yet crying in the car every Sunday! TIRED! TIRED OF ALL THE DRAMA.
Please. For once. Think about MY feelings. Repeat, MY! MY! Feelings! When you guys are lack of pianist, you'll automatically text or even CALL me! Stop using me please! I know I should serve God, but NOT in this kind of situation! I don't wanna go for meeting because I'm tired of you all. So what if I attend? Does it matter? I will be just at the end of the table keeping my mouth shut anyway. Yet you guys have to tell my mom that one of you is not happy with me not attending meeting. I don't care! I don't care if you're unhappy or whatsoever freaking shits! I DO NOT CARE! I'll let you all how I feel this time. To be left out most of the time. I'm quitting youth and church services at Methodist Church now. I am going to Skyline. But hey, I guess you guys won't care anyway right? Maybe you'll all just call again whenever you need a pianist or someone to help you with Youth Ministry. Well I'm sorry. I am never ever going to help.
Deb,
I'm sorry. I have been holding this in for months to come. I hope you wouldn't find this offend or something. This is not referring to you, you are still my best bud. Love you still aight.
Peeps! Stop living a life with selfishness. It's just CRAP! No one controls you, you are the judge for yourself.
Don't get me wrong. I am still serving God. Just in a different church. Love Him wholeheartedly.
XOXO,
Nathalie
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