"At this very moment, you may be saying to yourself that you have any number of admirable qualities. You are a loyal friend, a caring person, someone who is smart, dependable, fun to be around. That's wonderful, and I'm happy for you, but let me ask you this: are you being any of those things to yourself?"
Most of my very close friends... Knew. What I'm going through right now. This mental problem has really been getting worse by the day. My parents are more worried. Friends helping me out. Joel and Edna, my god brother and sister, trying to make me share whatever it is that's making me this way.
I am sorry.
I am sorry for letting you all down. Trust me. I wanted to be okay. But I'm having such a hard time to even stop thinking I'm gonna puke any moment. I know I made myself this way. School holiday is coming to an end, but I dunno how to face anyone at school. I feel so left out. I can't trust anyone. All my problems I've been neglecting are weighing down on me. I wish someone could take it away, but with my stubborn attitude, I won't even let my closest friends know what my problem is. I wish I can tell. I wish I can cry it all out. I WANNA BE OKAY!!!
Friends.
Don't give up on me. I'm sorry for letting you all down, but please, don't give up on me just yet. I am sure with your help, I will get better some day.
God,
Save me...
XOXO,
Nathalie
Most of my very close friends... Knew. What I'm going through right now. This mental problem has really been getting worse by the day. My parents are more worried. Friends helping me out. Joel and Edna, my god brother and sister, trying to make me share whatever it is that's making me this way.
I am sorry.
I am sorry for letting you all down. Trust me. I wanted to be okay. But I'm having such a hard time to even stop thinking I'm gonna puke any moment. I know I made myself this way. School holiday is coming to an end, but I dunno how to face anyone at school. I feel so left out. I can't trust anyone. All my problems I've been neglecting are weighing down on me. I wish someone could take it away, but with my stubborn attitude, I won't even let my closest friends know what my problem is. I wish I can tell. I wish I can cry it all out. I WANNA BE OKAY!!!
Friends.
Don't give up on me. I'm sorry for letting you all down, but please, don't give up on me just yet. I am sure with your help, I will get better some day.
God,
Save me...
XOXO,
Nathalie
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