“When it comes to the future, there are three kinds of people: those who let it happen, those who make it happen, and those who wonder what happened.”
Gahh... I just hate this hour. It's the hour you sit down, start thinking bout what happened throughout the day, and you start regretting bout the things you've done and words you should have kept to yourself instead. Sometimes, it's worst. You started dwelling back in the past. You would wished that you can turn back time and relive that one moment that you wished you can change. I certainly believe everyone had something they deeply regret. But someone once told me, if you're regret, then it's an experience, if you're glad, then it's a treasure. Life just doesn't work the way we want to. Life has never been perfect. Life was meant to be up and down, a roller coaster ride. Life, a journey.
As I'm sitting here, pouring out my heartfelt. Feelings of happiness, sad, hurt, disappointed, angry just mixed together. I am so very grateful that God have given me angels on Earth to comfort, support, walk side by side with me. These angels are the most wonderful friends I could ever wished for. I am hurt that the relationship I had treasured and tried to preserve failed. Broken hearts do heal though. Just gotta let time do its job. There are certain things in life that I am very frustrated about, do remember that I, too, have feelings, that I, too, am human. I've learned that every hello starts with a goodbye, not end with it.
I guess a step ahead really does change a person. I am not saying that I had become matured or whatsoever. Though on some situations, I had become more positive. Now, I'm listening to all my friends sulk, wishing that my departure is just a nightmare. It feels kinda awkward. I was normally the one sulking, sighing, complaining to them, but now, listening to them, I think I, in return, had to comfort them.
This is just another heartfelt post. By someone who is loved. Me.
XOXO,
Nathalie
Gahh... I just hate this hour. It's the hour you sit down, start thinking bout what happened throughout the day, and you start regretting bout the things you've done and words you should have kept to yourself instead. Sometimes, it's worst. You started dwelling back in the past. You would wished that you can turn back time and relive that one moment that you wished you can change. I certainly believe everyone had something they deeply regret. But someone once told me, if you're regret, then it's an experience, if you're glad, then it's a treasure. Life just doesn't work the way we want to. Life has never been perfect. Life was meant to be up and down, a roller coaster ride. Life, a journey.
As I'm sitting here, pouring out my heartfelt. Feelings of happiness, sad, hurt, disappointed, angry just mixed together. I am so very grateful that God have given me angels on Earth to comfort, support, walk side by side with me. These angels are the most wonderful friends I could ever wished for. I am hurt that the relationship I had treasured and tried to preserve failed. Broken hearts do heal though. Just gotta let time do its job. There are certain things in life that I am very frustrated about, do remember that I, too, have feelings, that I, too, am human. I've learned that every hello starts with a goodbye, not end with it.
I guess a step ahead really does change a person. I am not saying that I had become matured or whatsoever. Though on some situations, I had become more positive. Now, I'm listening to all my friends sulk, wishing that my departure is just a nightmare. It feels kinda awkward. I was normally the one sulking, sighing, complaining to them, but now, listening to them, I think I, in return, had to comfort them.
This is just another heartfelt post. By someone who is loved. Me.
XOXO,
Nathalie
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