Saturday, February 20, 2010

Disappointed.

"No news meant good news."

Chinese New Year started quite badly... Someone attacked me again. But days got better, and I've realized there are actually a lot of people support me and care about me. I am really grateful about it. Thank you so much. =)

Guess what... I'm not leaving so soon after all. Might be leaving only by April. Of course it's good to stay for a longer time here, to spend more time with my loved ones. But, I wonder if anyone is considering the problem that caused this delay. I was asked to repeat a Liver Function Test and this is actually quite serious as the report would have to be sent to New Zealand instead. This process would take 4 to 6 weeks. That caused the delay.

I am actually very disappointed about this delayed. Not that I don't wanna spend more time with my friends and family. It's just that, I've been waiting so damn long, why can others just passed easily while I have to repeat test after test? I'm really fed up. I wish they can just approve right now so my worries can stop. As days passed, my faith has only gone lesser and lesser. Can I really leave? Sigh... I can't even answer that now. I can only leave it to God and we'll see what he chooses for me. I, too, will pray hard.

XOXO,
Nathalie

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