Threaten

"By the power vested in me, I now pronounce you deleted and blocked. You may now kiss my ass!"

I honestly have no mood in doing any letter for today. I have some big big big issues going on and I don't even think it's safe to type in English. It's that big! Okayy... Chinese? Hmm.. Sounds good. Bear with my bad Chinese!

开 什 么 玩 笑 ?! 我 华 语 那 么 烂 ! 算 了 吧 ， 就 用 英 文 吧 !

Seriously, who am I kidding? Chinese? Pfft! So yesterday, I got a e-mail that's actually threatening me. Not exaggerating, it's the whole truth. This person not only threaten me, but also some of the other International Students as well. In that e-mail, he/she is threatening us that he/she will spill our secrets to the whole school and we are not allowed to tell our Dean, Mrs.Fuller. Okay, I know I'm making this sound so normal, but it's not. I've deleted the e-mail or else I would post it here and you guys can tell how evil that person is.

Of course I'm freaking out! Why? Well, I don't really have secrets but I have fears. This person is gonna tell everyone about my biggest fear which I honestly have no idea who he knows. Need I say more what's my biggest fear? Guess not. I can't even trust my blog right now. Apparently, this person has our Facebook accounts and e-mails. So I've deleted every single person I dunno on Facebook and added extra privacy to it. Twitter, well, I guess I have to lock that too. :\. My blog which is already private, can't do much about it. Hopefully, he/she doesn't know anything about my blog.

This is seriously so annoying. I can't trust anyone in NZ.

I've learnt my lessons the hard way. The naive me was thinking that NZ is the answer to everything. Thinking that I can escape from my past and fear, and start anew. So darn wrong. One thing I learn about pasts and fears, is that they always crawl their way back into your life if you don't face it. So here I am, standing tall and strong. Facing it.

Besides that, I can seriously throw up right now. UGHHH! You know the kind of guys who just confessed they love you and would never leave you and all of a sudden starts a new relationship? Worse yet, they're like trying to make you jealous by posting status on their Facebook. DISGUSTING... Seriously, get a life. I don't date guys like this. You know what's even more pathetic?! The girl he's dating doesn't have a real picture on her profile! She has like model pictures, which I totally know it couldn't be her because all the pictures are different! Seriously, I suspect he just create a "female" version of himself and being self-obsessed. Hahaha. That sounds funny. Well, none of my buss-act anyway.

XOXO,

Nathalie