Let's talk about my feelings these few days. It's been a reck. I have a whole lot of New Year Resolutions and I just dunno where to start. Let's just make a list of it shall we? Here goes.
- To actually finish reading Bible for once
- To read at least 20 books for this year
- To be able to impress my parents with my maturity
- To be able to convinced my parents that I'm matured enough to handle a relationship
- To survive my relationship
- To study well for what sounded like as my last year of school
- To be able to go out whenever or wherever as I please without parents questioning like I'm a fugitive.
There's just so much I wanna achieve, I just dunno if I'm ready for all these. I wanna do it badly as I really don't wanna be treated like a little girl anymore. I want to be on my own for once now. No more mucking and fooling around. No more being scold because I'm acting like a child.
My ultimate goal?
To survive my relationship of course.
I have also noticed that my relationship with God has seriously gone down to the drain. I have been so neglecting my religious being that I just feel so lost now. I wanted to be close to my Lord once again. I prayed. Yet, I just felt ever since I've been to New Zealand, a lot has changed between my relationship with my Lord. I seriously need to start thinking hard what has gone wrong and start fixing it.
Awesomely by,
Thalie.C
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