Jesus, my Lord, forgive me

Jesus, my Lord, my God, my Father. Forgive me...

How long have I purposely neglected You? How many times have I made empty promises to You? How many times have I repeated my sins? And how many times have You graciously forgave me?

I am admitting to You now my Lord. That I have always said I will go to church, but never even once make and effort to do so. I have been in so much trouble in my life, yet You never fail to give me comfort and support silently and I am not even grateful enough to thank You. I have always put my relationship with him first, when I should have put my relationship with You as priority.

My God, I am not even worthy to ask for Your forgiveness. For all I had done, for all I promised that only disappoint You, I have done so much and I don't even think I can forgive myself. Once again, You proved me wrong. I have never forgotten what You've told me.

"You are my beloved child. I loved you before you could ever attempt to do anything to impress me or earn my love. You are forgiven. I know what you've done, I know how far you've gone. But take heart, there's nothing you can do that separate my love from you. You are my beautiful creation. I am so proud of you"

I always, always broke down, whenever I read "You are forgiven." 3 simple words, yet it takes off so much stress, guilt, and pressure of me. Here I am, standing in front of You, asking for Your forgiveness... My Lord, I want to let You in once again. I want to be with You forever.

Give me one more chance, to prove I'm worthy enough to be Your daughter.

In Jesus name I pray,

Amen.

In peace,

Thalie.C