So I've decided to finally update my blog like seriously. A lot has been happening lately and there's just so much that I'm keeping in my heart. 

I have realize that my friendship with a certain someone has taken a toll and this really upsets me, like a LOT. To be honest, I think my friendship has been on toll with quite a few person. It's been a long time since Nicole and I really talk for real. A long time since Soo and I shared, but the longest one and the one that's upsetting me has to be Garry.

That has been just too long to even bear now.

I don't think Garry is even blogging anymore and even so he wouldn't have read my blog anyway. But who knows, a bird might just let him know how I feel now. I miss him. I miss him a lot. I miss those heart to heart talks, those heartwarming advices, those laughters and those hugs. I miss them all. Don't get me wrong, I am more than happy seeing him happily involved in a relationship. Garry is so capable of loving someone. I always told him that whoever holds his heart is one lucky girl. It's true. I couldn't think of a more amazing guy other than him and of course, Soo. Those two are just so loving that it's impossible to think otherwise. Yet, I wished, we could have talked more. I had so much to tell, screaming at the very bottom of my heart. Yearning for either one of them to hear me out. That, of course, includes my sister, Nicole. 

Again, do not get me wrong. I absolutely love these people to death.

Their happiness means the utmost to me. To see Garry and Nicole so happily in love makes me really happy. They do deserve to be treated right and be loved. Therefore I thank Darren and Trini. Although I don't really know them well, I could see that they are true to my beloved friends. 

Of course, I believe Soo will find his love someday too.

Guys, I really do miss you a lot. 

p/s: Don't worry Deb. You're just as important in my heart. <3

So other than that, my visa has finally been approved and finally, my life now seems to be really starting. I am beyond excited and thrilled to head back to NZ. I am not disliking the time I'm spending back home, I just realize that you can't have a holiday for too long. It really starts to get the better of you and it'll just make you lazy and all sorts. So yea, besides, I'm starting a university life! So that must something to be looking forward to right?

Loves,

Nathalie