"You are my shield, my strength, my portion, deliverer. My shelter, strong tower, my very present help in time of need."
And yes Lord, You are all that to me.
It's hard when you're going through some big changes in your life, especially when it comes oh-so-suddenly. You don't have much time to think about it, to control it, and certainly not enough time to do or say anything about it.
I dunno how many percentage I am actually going to New Zealand. But I do know this, whatever decisions made in the future, are all God's choices. And I'm just simply following orders. If I am lucky enough to be enrolling Year 13 at Cambridge High School, well, of course that is good news. But by then, I have to face the emotional roller coaster. As you all know, I am not a strong person. I break down so easily. So fragile and vulnerable. I do hope I have all the supports from you all and comforts. After all, this is what friends are for right?
If, I'm not lucky enough to go for New Zealand, well, I guess that would be such a bummer. But I promise to study hard here as there.
Repeat:
Whatever choices are made in the future. I will overcome it. I will do it. Please, pray for me.
XOXO,
Nathalie
And yes Lord, You are all that to me.
It's hard when you're going through some big changes in your life, especially when it comes oh-so-suddenly. You don't have much time to think about it, to control it, and certainly not enough time to do or say anything about it.
I dunno how many percentage I am actually going to New Zealand. But I do know this, whatever decisions made in the future, are all God's choices. And I'm just simply following orders. If I am lucky enough to be enrolling Year 13 at Cambridge High School, well, of course that is good news. But by then, I have to face the emotional roller coaster. As you all know, I am not a strong person. I break down so easily. So fragile and vulnerable. I do hope I have all the supports from you all and comforts. After all, this is what friends are for right?
If, I'm not lucky enough to go for New Zealand, well, I guess that would be such a bummer. But I promise to study hard here as there.
Repeat:
Whatever choices are made in the future. I will overcome it. I will do it. Please, pray for me.
XOXO,
Nathalie
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