"Will love make a player give up his game?"
Okay. I know it's been days since I blogged. I was kinda busy. Tuition every freaking day. Ugh. Sometimes, school ends 2pm or 2:30pm. So I barely even have time to just rest. Everything is speed up, and I'm afraid I might even fall apart because of that. You all knew very well that I'm not a strong or tough person. As fragile as a piece of paper.
Moving on!
So, I changed my blogskin -again-. Because the last one didn't work out. So yeah. I changed it. Anyway, I WAS VERY CARELESS THIS TIME. I forgot to copy paste the links to another notepad and I just paste the new template in and save. All my friends, please gimme your link at the CBOX. Will truly appreciate it. So I don't have to waste time to go look for it one by one. UGH.
About NZ,
most of you guys know that I planned to leave. I still dunno if I can leave or not. I really hope I can. About my fears that I've been thinking ever since I knew I got the chance to go there, well, it's way behind my head now. As Deb said, I should enjoy the time here while I can, and whatever comes next, just leave it to God. I'm just a girl, there's nothing much I can do right now. I was really worried though, whether Cambridge is going to accept me or not. It made me really stressed out. I just kept thinking and thinking. Hoping and praying that they would accept me. I've just sent my report card yesterday, so I still don't have any feed backs and I guess it's normal. I couldn't expect them to reply me immediately.
I was walking out the school alone today. My mind just kept going on and on, thinking about so many things. If I had Noise like the people in Prentisstown, I think mine's gonna be the most annoying! As I walked to the school gate, Garry saw me. And this is what he shout at me. "Nathalie! I can read your head!". Haha! He knew I was occupied in my mind, that I was still thinking. I dunno why though. I would never leave my mind in peace, it never stops. You wouldn't find a time that I am not thinking anything. That would be impossible. So is it just me? Or is everyone else like this as well?
School. It's been okay so far. I never thought I would saw one of my dearest friend cried when I told her I might be leaving. Her tears just came even before I finished my sentences. I was completely SHOCKED. I never knew there would be friends that would cry when I'm going to leave. I knew some of them are going to miss me, but cry?
Well. I guess that's all I have to say for now.
I promise to blog whenever I can.
XOXO,
Nathalie
Okay. I know it's been days since I blogged. I was kinda busy. Tuition every freaking day. Ugh. Sometimes, school ends 2pm or 2:30pm. So I barely even have time to just rest. Everything is speed up, and I'm afraid I might even fall apart because of that. You all knew very well that I'm not a strong or tough person. As fragile as a piece of paper.
Moving on!
So, I changed my blogskin -again-. Because the last one didn't work out. So yeah. I changed it. Anyway, I WAS VERY CARELESS THIS TIME. I forgot to copy paste the links to another notepad and I just paste the new template in and save. All my friends, please gimme your link at the CBOX. Will truly appreciate it. So I don't have to waste time to go look for it one by one. UGH.
About NZ,
most of you guys know that I planned to leave. I still dunno if I can leave or not. I really hope I can. About my fears that I've been thinking ever since I knew I got the chance to go there, well, it's way behind my head now. As Deb said, I should enjoy the time here while I can, and whatever comes next, just leave it to God. I'm just a girl, there's nothing much I can do right now. I was really worried though, whether Cambridge is going to accept me or not. It made me really stressed out. I just kept thinking and thinking. Hoping and praying that they would accept me. I've just sent my report card yesterday, so I still don't have any feed backs and I guess it's normal. I couldn't expect them to reply me immediately.
I was walking out the school alone today. My mind just kept going on and on, thinking about so many things. If I had Noise like the people in Prentisstown, I think mine's gonna be the most annoying! As I walked to the school gate, Garry saw me. And this is what he shout at me. "Nathalie! I can read your head!". Haha! He knew I was occupied in my mind, that I was still thinking. I dunno why though. I would never leave my mind in peace, it never stops. You wouldn't find a time that I am not thinking anything. That would be impossible. So is it just me? Or is everyone else like this as well?
School. It's been okay so far. I never thought I would saw one of my dearest friend cried when I told her I might be leaving. Her tears just came even before I finished my sentences. I was completely SHOCKED. I never knew there would be friends that would cry when I'm going to leave. I knew some of them are going to miss me, but cry?
Well. I guess that's all I have to say for now.
I promise to blog whenever I can.
XOXO,
Nathalie
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