"Maybe you live in a limbo. Do you remember coming into this world? No, you just woke up in the middle of it and began you journey."
A lot of thinking to do today. A lot~ First off, we had this talk from a doctor today, about drugs and stuffs. It really got us all thinking. Literally. We're ALL thinking about it. I somehow wish Malaysia would have this kind of talk. Even tho it's like for an hour, it doesn't feel so because you're just so into it. It's meaningful, gets you think about your life and choices you make. Dear friends, please don't text and drive. Seriously. Don't. Just look at the video below. And have a think about it. Seriously... It changes life.
When you really have to text or call, you can always pull over and do that. I know I sound like an adult or whatsoever, but hey, this is your life. Do the right choice.
SO, the second thing that got me thinking was a book I found at the library, which is Diary of A Teenage Girl. It's a really good book. As it not only says about what teens go through these days, but also how this teen look to God for help. It really inspired me a lot.
There are still a hell lot of things to blog about, but I can't really be bothered right now. So yea, think before you do ayy?
~~~<3~~~
This is actually my second post of the day, but I couldn't be bother doing a new post so from now on if you see the little symbol above, it means it's the second post of the day. I just have to get this off my chest now. Let me dramatic ok.
Nathalie Chong!! You have a life! A life!!! A very special thing call life, waiting for you to experience it and have fun with it. Not just sitting there, waiting for your boyfriend's text or for him to go online. Eff it Nath! Get a life.
You know, as I'm typing this, I am actually crying like hell. I cannot go on like this. I am missing out on everything. He had moved on from we-need-each-other-to-survive moment of a relationship to Hey-I-can-enjoy-my-life-too-even-if-I-have-a-girlfriend. And I have to move on too... I seriously do. I cannot depend on him for the rest of my life. I don't wanna be Bella. No offense, but she is just a co-dependent, clumsy, always sulking person. Which sadly, is what I'm turning into. I cannot, be that way. And I am so sick and tired of this thinking like he doesn't care when he does. He loves me with all his heart, and I don't think it's enough. I have to move on. I really have to. From now on, I would post stuffs all over my room and place, stating not to think about him and to get a life. I am determined. I know it sounds stupid to need notes to remind me to forget about him, *doesn't that make me think about him even more?, well, I dunno, but, worth a shot. No harm done anyway. I just... Need to pick myself up. Be the person I am, when I am single. Having the most carefree life.
I feel much better now. My dear blog, I love you ever so much. Thanks for sticking with me through bad times. I promise tomorrow, I will blog my 5th letter, which is to my dreams. Get ready to read that one. It's gonna be exciting. I promise. For now, I'm gonna start doing my notes and start moving on. Pray for me. I will get over it.
God will help me. He always does. *smiley face.
XOXO,
Nathalie
A lot of thinking to do today. A lot~ First off, we had this talk from a doctor today, about drugs and stuffs. It really got us all thinking. Literally. We're ALL thinking about it. I somehow wish Malaysia would have this kind of talk. Even tho it's like for an hour, it doesn't feel so because you're just so into it. It's meaningful, gets you think about your life and choices you make. Dear friends, please don't text and drive. Seriously. Don't. Just look at the video below. And have a think about it. Seriously... It changes life.
When you really have to text or call, you can always pull over and do that. I know I sound like an adult or whatsoever, but hey, this is your life. Do the right choice.
SO, the second thing that got me thinking was a book I found at the library, which is Diary of A Teenage Girl. It's a really good book. As it not only says about what teens go through these days, but also how this teen look to God for help. It really inspired me a lot.
There are still a hell lot of things to blog about, but I can't really be bothered right now. So yea, think before you do ayy?
~~~<3~~~
This is actually my second post of the day, but I couldn't be bother doing a new post so from now on if you see the little symbol above, it means it's the second post of the day. I just have to get this off my chest now. Let me dramatic ok.
Nathalie Chong!! You have a life! A life!!! A very special thing call life, waiting for you to experience it and have fun with it. Not just sitting there, waiting for your boyfriend's text or for him to go online. Eff it Nath! Get a life.
You know, as I'm typing this, I am actually crying like hell. I cannot go on like this. I am missing out on everything. He had moved on from we-need-each-other-to-survive moment of a relationship to Hey-I-can-enjoy-my-life-too-even-if-I-have-a-girlfriend. And I have to move on too... I seriously do. I cannot depend on him for the rest of my life. I don't wanna be Bella. No offense, but she is just a co-dependent, clumsy, always sulking person. Which sadly, is what I'm turning into. I cannot, be that way. And I am so sick and tired of this thinking like he doesn't care when he does. He loves me with all his heart, and I don't think it's enough. I have to move on. I really have to. From now on, I would post stuffs all over my room and place, stating not to think about him and to get a life. I am determined. I know it sounds stupid to need notes to remind me to forget about him, *doesn't that make me think about him even more?, well, I dunno, but, worth a shot. No harm done anyway. I just... Need to pick myself up. Be the person I am, when I am single. Having the most carefree life.
I feel much better now. My dear blog, I love you ever so much. Thanks for sticking with me through bad times. I promise tomorrow, I will blog my 5th letter, which is to my dreams. Get ready to read that one. It's gonna be exciting. I promise. For now, I'm gonna start doing my notes and start moving on. Pray for me. I will get over it.
God will help me. He always does. *smiley face.
XOXO,
Nathalie
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