Sunday, July 25, 2010

Warrior

"So be a warrior. Your own little warrior, fighting for all these things you want. And it will get you places. I promise."

I've just read this inspiring blogpost by Alex Evans. Famous model and photography. What I just read kinda shocked me. I never thought someone like him would find life difficult, well, I guess I kinda "over" estimated him.

So in his blogpost, he was stressing how hard life is for him and that we all should work hard for what we want.

"the most depressing thing is when you hear people say “i wanna be famous” or “i wanna be rich” or “i wanna be a movie star”, what the F does that even mean? people aren’t rich just to be rich, there’s always a reason behind it. and same goes with your favorite celebrities. they aren’t were they are simply because they prayed to become “famous”. they’ve work hard (or most of them did) to get where they are at the moment… and are probably working even harder now that they’ve got all these responsibilities."

I couldn't agree less. Who in this world, gets famous or rich without working their butts off it? Well, unless you're born royal then that's a different case, but hey, even Royals have a hard time keeping their reputation up as well, they also work their butts off to be good rulers. You are your own warrior. You fight for your dreams. You make it happen.

~~~<3~~~

So this is another side of the post. I've been surprisingly, *well, maybe not surprisingly, down these few days. Close friends might know I am but I guess none know why and what's the reason to it. I myself, find it hard to explain my mood swings. I am happy when I think about him, but when I realize he haven't look for me or he isn't online, I would be awfully down. He really had such a big major impact on me. So big that he could literally change me from being from so happy a minute ago, to locking up myself in my room. I know this is not healthy. I know my problem.

Nowadays, whenever I find myself crumbling down. I look for God instead. It works. I know nobody loves me more than God does.

XOXO,
Nathalie

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