Change is always scary. You never know what is it ever going to do to you, and your life in general. Change is always daunting.
But who's to say change is not good, right?
I guess what I'm really trying to say here is that throughout my life "so far", I have made drastic decisions that have changed my life and although I do regret on some decisions, I couldn't deny the fact that all these changes have made me who I am today and has brought me to where I am today.
Ok, I know this sounds a little too much or a bit over the top, but have you never made any decision that you are certain that it changed your life? No?
Not even the very decision of acknowledging others as your friend?
Nor the decision of wearing a certain outfit or a change of your hairstyle?
Ever little decision you make every day, impacts your life more than you think.
You chose to live, you chose to be where you are, you chose to do what you want to do. Don't you think those decisions changed you? What if you decided to do something else other than the norm?
So this is coming off as a little more psychological than I intend it to be, but you gotta admit, these questions gets you thinking.
On a brighter note, I guess(?), university has started for me and I honestly couldn't believe that I am well on my on finishing my 2nd year, and next year is going to be my last year of my Bachelor Degree. I am so close to finishing. But of course, knowing that I wanted to do Masters means I have a few more years to go, but man, time has indeed flown by.
Right now, life seems a little bit scary and uncertain.
I have no idea where I'm heading to, but I only have the hands of God to hold onto and wherever I am being led to, I have to humbly obliged.
To end this post, this is a little bit of a 'change' in my life. I've finally cut my hair short after much debate, and honestly speaking, I don't really regret it.
p/s: sorry that you have to deal with a bare face me. Couldn't be bothered to put on makeup or anything.
Yours truly,
Nathalie
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