September isn't that bad after all.

I honestly thought that August and September would turn out to be the hardest months for this year. So much has happened within August plus the horrible beginning for September just led me to believe that there's no way that anything could make this month better. 

SO WRONG.

Turns out, September isn't that bad after all. 

After spending almost 4 years time in New Zealand, I've finally come to realize that Winter DOES affect a person's emotions. Winter used to be my favorite season since back in Malaysia, its hot all year round and I love the snow and also Winter fashion. But now that I've realized how much Winter and its cold can affect your emotions, I think I'm starting to prefer Autumn and Spring more than Winter. Did you know that suicide is more prevalent during Winter than any other season? Also, depression is more prevalent during this season as well. 

What I'm really trying to say is, August was the end of Winter and the last chill before Spring hops along. I've came to a point where I was so depressed that I actually started praying for something that I thought God would NEVER say yes to. I was praying and asking for God to send me someone, who I can lean on, who I can depend on, who's more than just a friend. Technically speaking, I asked God for a boyfriend. 

I found myself asking that towards the end of all those hardships that I was going through and I honestly never thought that God would actually send me someone. 

So yes, I am now in a relationship, and I am happy. 

I guess thats what I really wanted to say. 

Yours truly,

Nathalie