All grown up

"The way I see it, if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain

."

Okayy... I'm actually very tired and sleepy right now. It's gonna be 12am soon and I am still up, making his present and surprise. Putting all the bits and pieces together, but it's totally worth it. What pisses me off tho, it's him. He wasn't going to

online for the day which I can totally understand, but now that he's online, he told me he wanted to play dotA for a while, which again I have nothing to complain about. But it kinda pisses me off because here I am, doing all these stuffs all for him, and he knew that, he told me he wished he could repay me in some ways but now ended up playing dotA and just went offline without even telling me. That really pisses me off.

So bad things aside, I am not telling anyone what I'm doing for his surprise Christmas present. It's gonna be a total secret. Nobody is gonna get it out of me. This present doesn't cost a thing but it really took a great deal of time and effort to make it. I spent a hell lot of effort and heartfelt feelings into it. I wanna make it as good as possible. But now that I know that he's not giving a damn about me, I'm just gonna pop right into bed and don't give a damn about him as well. I mean, why should I when he doesn't? I used to be sad an

d worried if he doesn't look for me, still do, but not a

s much. I've learnt to live my life as well. Not saying this in a bad way tho. Just in an angry tone, probably came out wrong.

So I came across a picture of me during Primary 6. Check out the difference ya'll.

And check out the difference with my latest picture.

XOXO,

Nathalie