NCEA coming in 3 days

"Someone who deserves respect is he who dare to sacrifice others pleasure to maintain his personal principles"

I am no doubt the laziest girl in the entire world. Seriously. What and how could I make myself dedicated to studies? I am in no way of finding any excuses but like, all my friends here are not studying at all and eventually you just tend to start following the trend which is so not cool! Right now, they're actually in my house watching Sex and The City 2, c'mon, how tempting is that?

I have also been not blogging for the past couple of days. Not that I am busy studying which I'm not. But I just found myself kinda distanced from the whole social networking world? I just don't think I need it. Facebook tends to get uber boring but you also find yourself constantly going back to it without any specific reasons.

Okay. I'm here to blog, not about my laziness. But also about my issues with friendship. It's a cyclical thing. Every single year, at the end of school term or end of year, one of my friendship with a close friend tends to fall apart. I am talking about every single year. Primary 6, my special friendship with Leona and Alanis broke off because of a Naruto incident, stupid but serious. Form 1, my friendship with a very special guy friend, Isaac, totally boomed out. Form 2, my friendship with Joyce, died. Form 3, my friendship with my good bunch of friends, again, died. Not to mention my almost 4 years long friendship with Fiona ended. It was really a hard time Form 4, yet another group of friends vanished. And now, Alejandra.

Is it my problem? I really question myself every year when this happens. Is it because of me?

But I am also very grateful that every year, I have Nicole and Deborah sticking by my side. I really love these girls and they mean a lot to me. I guess some friendships are unsinkable. :)

XOXO,

Nathalie