I AM HERE TO... SLACK!

Fear not, I will return to my studies right after this. I promise ^_^

To be honest, I don't have much to blog about. My week has been VERY busy. I had my first Human Anatomy and Physiology test and the next day I got my first marking assignment back, which was extremely devastating. 

Extremely.

When I first saw my results, I felt so bad that I was on the verge of tearing up in front of my friends. I tried to kept that smile on my face as they asked me if I was okay. I was glad that it's my last lecture of the day and once I get home, I'll feel better. Didn't really turn out to be that way tho. When I got back to my flat, I found out that my flatmates, who parties a lot, got B and As instead! Yet, ME, the one who studies real hard and work hard only barely passed with a C+.

I went straight to my room and cried of course. It was so disappointing!

I knew I was never the smart one, but I thought if I tried hard enough, I'll at least achieve something, right?

I then realize that comparing with others and beat myself up for the mark I got wouldn't get me any further. After all, everyone is bound to fail some point at their life right? Nobody ever has a smooth sailing life. I just assumed that it was another test from God for me to learn how to rely on Him more and that I can only achieve big through God's strength.

So yea, that's pretty much my update and I gotta say,

I'm pretty disappointed that even though I left my blog public for a week, there's not much of views anyway. So I have kept it back to being private. :)

Love,

Nathalie